The Meta Field

2 Jan 2008

2008-01-02T01:25:00.000-08:00

I've moved to eclipse030192.blogspot.com so please relink...my story continues there...

23 November 2007

2007-11-23T05:13:00.000-08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH

*gasps*

SING OUT! 07 (not Sing Hau! 07) is OVER...

Did I screw up my sololist part? I bet I did. Or am I being too paranoid?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH

*gasps and wheezes*

ENOUGH ENOUGH ENOUGH ENOUGH

ENOUGH

Enough.

Enuff...

Pray, what on Earth am I typing here...

Anyway, SING OUT! 07 was a success I think...got Ms Flora Yee as choir godess, so we were sure not to screw up I guess...all I want to say is I enjoyed it, made so many new interschool friends, had enough of rehearsing too, want to sleep like crazy, watch Sesame Street and Ultraseven X videos on Youtube and relive the childhood, deconstruct and rebuild all my lego models, draw concept art all over my notebooks.

Oh no.

The homework?

NOOOOOOOOOOO NO NO NO NO I JUST DON'T WANNA DO MY FREAKING HOMEWORK NOOOOOOOOOO

I DON'T WANT TO WRITE A 1 500 WORD COMMONWEALTH ESSAY EITHER NOOOOOOOOOO

*power failure*

19 October 2007

2007-10-19T05:51:00.000-07:00

It's been a long time.

A loooooong time.

Welcome Back Commander.

Quite a bit of things that happened in the past months. Not exactly my kind of welcome address but here goes though...gotta use this pensieve to store much of my thoughts in here.

Recently we've been having some idiot fuckface son of a bitch calling his own shitty pussy ass of a lanjiao "Immortal Flux" sticking his dick up the 3 Faith blogs' tagboards, at least for the boys. We all know very well what he's been typing, and there's no need to repeat what the fuck he said about us all. No-one can ban him because he can either change IP addresses, or is made up of multiple identities who haven't got any shit better to eat, or both. Whoever that is, Leon claims that he knows him but wouldn't tell us who it is (not "he" but "it") as he thinks it would be betrayal to his friend.

Some friend Leon makes. Is that the kind of fuckfaces Leon mixes with? That is, if Leon really is his friend. Then that tells us a LOT of what company he is with, and it makes him no better than Immortal flux, whether I hate to say this or not. And that's so true if Leon the infidel maintains his alliance with the bitch.

FPS was over barely a week before exams. Only had a few days to round off and complete wahtever revision i could muster myself to do. Though I've improved generally, i failed A Math and Combined Humanities, though my CH SEQs was a wee bit better than before. What an encouragement after doing approximately 260 questions of all difficulty levels per A Math chapter. It's an irony that after so much nerve-wracking practice I can't get the mathematics going at the end. Maybe I am simply unlucky at every exam. That's encouraging. The bio paper wasn't fun: no SEQs on immunity for me to burn my pen on. But 74.5. Serously. Half a mark to A1. DAMN! I lost to elias in triplesci, though we were very on par with each other. DAMN! Lucky we didn't discuss what the loser will have to do. I think I have the last laugh in a way...

Choir: There's a lot to be done, yet so little time and chance left. SING OUT! 07 is coming soon, we've got moves to learn, songs to match them, activities to do, and i just hope we won't screw up another performance again. I'm just not suited to sing pop, and those suited or like to sing pop often won't do so well chorally. I'm hell better at choral singing than pop, and mixed with the opposites during performances I'd wish I weren't singing. I wonder how should choir show what we are made of, not the crap like last year's open house, teacher's day (I ADMIT IT WAS HORRIBLE), etc. Is it leadership, or are we just always so sueh? I cant think of how to help, it's gut-wrenching.

Post exam: I enjoyed chinese brush painting, it sounded loads better than the other programmes today, though it was pretty basic. My eurasian tree sparrow artwork was taken by the instructor for display...he said that at elementary chinese painting levels the sparrow artworks decide if there's talent in the kid. Oh well. Today was also rare: i rarely saw Normal stream people listening so attentively and participating seriously in an activity whether they selected to do this activity or were shoehorned here.

Kayaking was fun, I capsized once: I somehow couldn't counter Barry's momentum when he was trying to stand. I got quite a bad sunburn; it made me look as if i was wearing red stockings. So now I'm shedding skin over the limbs and the face, but I count myself lucky: you should've seen Kenneth's face after the activity. All the acne gone AWOL on him. WOW. His face is now a grimmer graveyard of dead cells.

This' be the last post in a long time, Maybe I'll buid a new blog. Funny, whenever I say that I somehow can't bring myself to do it later on. Heck with that.

Reflecting on 07 so far...

2007-07-18T06:25:00.000-07:00

I see all kinds of protists and other irrespectable fauna growing all over the blog.

Funny. Somehow they managed to take root here. phylum Futureiphrobomsolviick ohsefenth. Interesting. I love Biology.

Night is falling over the Meta Field.

Its boring to drone over a blasted life of sec 3. I've been born into an unlucky generation. Forced into things like FPS, that I would unknowingly dive too deep, and find it impossible to get out. Sounds like Lady Macbeth and her drowning in a pool of blood. So think I'll speak out...

3FAITH 07 so far.

Kenneth Kor
Hmmm, it drives me up the nuts that people find Kenneth and I to be almost like twins. 9 people have mistaken us for each other, what a nice record... Impurities on the face, and the level of knowledge possessed... AT LEAST I DON'T CULTIVATE SUCH AN OBSCENE SHEATH OF KERATIN ON MY FINGER. Still, he's not quite up to par with me in language (got a big shock when he couldn't spell the word 'bronze'), but he is experienced in projects, comes up with ideas, and is the kind of team player I want in the course of FPS ("fps?!? BAAARF). And its more than enough to cover his often out of tune voice. He has yet to find his full potential. He should socialise more (I am, its his turn) and be a little less defensive when clashing with others over simple things. Has supported me for a long time. Thanks, buddy. However, I still wont forget how you made me suffer for 2 days with that beaker of ammonia hydroxide. My respiratory system and sense of smell has never been the same since.

Leslie Lau
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, now this is a tough one. generally a talk-more, do-less kind of person. At least he's willing to help. A bit too like...how to describe...well, he sometimes threatens to get a nerve, but when you need some humor, he's there for it.

The Bangladeshi
WHOO-HO HO Kok jie is fun to piss around. He's changed a lot since jan 07. Great for him, plus all of his raging hormones and uncountable flings. He can never outspeak me, but don't worry, he will grow up soon and achieve the nirvana he needs. It would be better to get to know him than speak about it here. waadre waadre nam poomdr yawndrr andauii pawndeii

Oliver Zhang
A walking disaster in chemistry practical. Had to pay for a smashed beaker and fail to complete titration because he left his beaker at the edge of the bench. Elementary lab rules? He doesn't care about them.

Choy Shi Hong
Same as ever. Never seen a math prodigy like him (except for probably Jian Wei)

The UG men and women of honor
These people are must-knows. Sets the balance between a monotonous, quiet, less humorous class and a wacky, rocky, powerful class. 3Faith can never survive without them.

Leon Wee, Ho Jien Li, Barry Tay
Never ever underestimate these guys. Combined, I'll probably get lung cancer from their crude humor in chess and anything obscene. Especially Gan Wei. One of the better (or BEST) tenors in choir. He and Kenneth always trying to outdo each other. Unforgettable (wo)man.

Everyone else...
too much to say. All I know that we are one helluva class.

Other non3f people...
Felix
He may seem lonely on the outside, but once you get to know him, you'll realise why. I shouldn't have...

Surin
Just a friend...and yet more than one.

Old retired 1 and 2faiths
hard to forget...esp TBT (the striker), panda (the stopper), chia (the keeper), zhenshan (the refined fighter), mingzhen (the math and the eyebrows), zhiheng ( the power ranger addict), jianwei (the academic priest)... and of course LIU LIAN LOL

3Grace people
Not bad...especially in chess. Elias? I recommended s'pore institute of science to him, he got physics there...going to compete against me in eoy in science. His chem may be (I SO HATE TO ADMIT) pure ownage (FPS AND ACIDS AND BASES AND SALTS DON'T MIX, MIND), but my bio and physics are pure ownage too. Bring It On.

CHORISTERS OF UVPHS
Great to make not sound but music with. Love it. UVPHS rawks my socks off

ENOUGH! Must be my longest entry yet...hoof

Maybe being in PHS isnt so bad after all...

Yet this year there's been more eyes seemingly stealing glances at me. I am very aware. But of all people, me?

20 March 2007

2007-03-20T04:40:00.000-07:00

I AM GOING TO GET A CARDIOVASCULAR ATTACK IF THIS YEAR KEEPS GOING AT THIS RATE.

Future Problem Solving + Humanities + SYF X 3.5 months

Associated health problems
Mental retardation 53%
Mental dysfunction 53%
Stroke 50%
Dizzy spells 80%
Decrease in neuron count 75%
Heart attack 80%

Chances of survival 19%
Time left 3 months
Action
Slim chance of survival due to the nature of the patient's life problems. Cannot expect to survive in these circumstance should he take more risks, or recieve any.

If patient faints, call home no.
If patient attains migraine, call the doctor
If patient slips and falls and injures himself, call 995
If patient starts to be abnormal, call the psychologist or woodbridge hospital
If patient's heartbeat stops, administer CPR immediately
If patient experiences all five symptoms, administer holy communion and prayer IMMEDIATELY.

29 January 2007

2007-01-29T05:57:00.000-08:00

MY BLOG WAS ALMOST KILLED OFF, AND HORROR DRIFTED AWAY...

Never mind that, its just a reference to one of our SYF pieces. Was I ever sane?

That was a wholly long time since I last posted here (I am still alive and kicking, don't fret). Been rather busy ever since. Quite a lot to say, but should I?

Went to Genting Highlands in December!

And guess who I met over there? Jun Hao.

Before that we had SINGOUT O6! They say it was better than last 05's. I beg to differ. Sadly no photos available...BENJAMIN YOU HAD BETTER HURRY UP WITH THE FOOTAGE DAMNIT

And how's the term so far?

I am taking biology as a private student in the Singapore Institute of Science. I have to take both the exams here and at PHS too. Even if I do well in this 'ology I have to also do well in the other sciences and maths, in order to continue next year, or it would be some freaking waste of money and time.

For the rest of the subjects...hmmm I can't say they are okay, nor can I say they are fantastic. Gonna meet the new juniors of sec 1 on friday...JUST...CAN'T...WAIT...OR...TAKE...IT...MUCH...LONGER...

28 October 2006

2006-10-28T02:16:00.000-07:00

"Combi A."
"Combi B."
"Combi A."
"Combi B."
"Combi A."
"Combi B."
"Combi A."
"Combi B."
"Combi A."
"Combi B."
"Combi A."
"Combi B."

Combi B.

*fALLS dEAD tO sIN aND tO tHE gROUND*
*ambulance sirens wail in the distance*
*a solar eclipse occurs*
*night falls in Narnia*
*Ultraman falls to the ground, his eyes go dark, Mephisto's laugh echoes over the land of the dark giants*
*rain falls*
*the toothpick snaps*
Bit too literal and dramatic, I thought, as I typed this helluva crap.

2006-08-31T05:54:00.000-07:00

Sure was busy this week.

The choir people made some last minute rehearsals for teacher's day performance. I hate that. They should have let us know in advance, not just in the morning! So I had to skip them both, as I was lugged down by a lot of things. The second rehearsal was yesterday, and they said it was at 2.45pm. I decided to just go for this one, but guess what. It did not even start even after 3pm. I quit. And I left. I hate to waste my time over this.

So the performance. They pulled all the people, whether they attended the rehearsal or not to the stage. It was a flunk. The front row's boys were not even swaying when they were told to, and the song seemed to bore the audience out. One thing I hate about this choir is that there is no PROPER, EFFECTIVE LEADERSHIP. How the hell are we supposed to give the teachers a nice time? How the hell are we supposed to perform in SYF next year? Heck with it.

Went back to WDP. The PHS ex-woodlanders were first to arrive there, at about 11.30am. Then at 12 noon, the school was swimming in seniors. Not as many ex-6K students came back. At least we got to see the teachers. Everybody has grown taller. Even Keng Chee has grown taller than I am ($@#$!?@!#?).

September holidays are here. Class BBQ @ Bishan in that week. Streaming exams in a month. Choir SING OUT Concert in November. Those who want to attend, please look for Mrs Wong when tickets arrive. If any teachers from WDP are reading this, contact me if you are interested. Tickets are probably $12 or $18, evening concert. Holy Innocents' High and St Gabriel's choirs are also with us.

20 August 06

2006-08-20T00:00:00.000-07:00

Common Tests are over.
Hmmm...not bad (exception for...maybe I'll let you all guess).
There is nothing much to post right now, though I think choir and the excursion to the Ford Factory are the only decent things that I enjoyed so far this term. No, NDP doesn't count. First time I saw live video footage of WWII, a nice change from frozen scenarios. Yeah, its going to be boring for a really long time and a dry spell will be taking overe soon enough. The streaming exams are coming, so if you did not do well this time, better get gold the next round. No more time to slack around you sluckers. Especially a living chocolate ice-cream and many many more. Boring...the weather's also going nuts...nuts...chocolate...promotions...nuts...-.-

4 August 2006

2006-08-04T05:57:00.000-07:00

Friday.
What a day.
Today, our beloved Ms Chung has left PHS to furthuer her studies in university. This means she will be leaving many pupils stranded in a world of numbers and theorems of infinity, especially 2Faith. She has also left the choir behind, but we will never forget all she did for us.
Been sick with another shot of cold and flu in one combined, then TBT was also sick and we passed the bugs to Chris and Zhenshan, so the four of us were sick too. Yup, something wicked this way comes. At least I could recover a bit to enable me to sing for today's assembly. It's not my fault that we bored you with the same old songs, but they sprang this too late on us (so much for our principal for her propaganda of "WE PLAN AHEAD"!). However, the "All I Ask of You" was dedicated to Ms Chung.
Later during choir practice (Ms Yee was finally back) some idiot who did not own up broke the cable in the music room piano, then we finally got some decent practice. Ms Chung came in, and during her speech she did break down. After singing 3 songs for her, we threw a farewell party with 2 cakes and photography. Many girls were also crying, and Ms Chung also cried. First time I ever saw her break down. We will all miss Ms Chung, and God bless her forever. (She may return in 2 years, but maybe I won't even be here to see it at all.)

17 July 06

2006-07-17T06:50:00.000-07:00

Just found out that PHS Choir isn't performing for National Day, but in the school, not the stadium (even worse).

A second tsunami did strike Indonesia this morning, and 20 have been reported dead. The tsunami was triggered by a 7.2-magnitude quake that struck beneath the Indian Ocean 150 miles southwest of Java at 3:24 p.m. (4:24 a.m ET), causing tall buildings to sway as far off as the capital Jakarta. It was followed by two aftershocks, measuring 6.1 and 6.0, the U.S. Geological Survey said. I think at around that time I was jerked awake temporarily (nightime, but I don't know if the quake could be felt in singapore, maybe...)

Confirmed my suspicion in January that another tsunami would come crashing in.One and a half years out of four years here is gone, so I'll recount the highlights and the downfalls I can recall...

HIGHLIGHTS
Orientation Camp
Joining choir in 2005
40th Anniversary performance
Choir camp
Return to WDP for Teacher's Day
SING OUT! 2005
NOTE: My birthdays in Secondary school years were no highlights, due to the nature of the date and other things.
Promotion to Senior rank in Choir
New Juniors. Esp one who is also from the same primary school as I and in choir
MACBETH! Production (I played 2F Lennox, the one in the yellow gear and acted as Macbeth's armourer, general, etc etc etc etc etc.)
Choir camp (but not quite as fun as 05's)

Ok, skip this bit if you don't want to be ...
DOWNFALLS
Fail Math and HCL in Mid-year (depressing enough)
Accidentally injured some people (don't remind me)
Passed out twice due to inability to withstand class noise when shattered enough by stress and pressure
So followed a series of illnesses served with headache
My younger sis typed vulgarities to other people during a conversation when she used my account to sign in, and did not even tell me that some people called. Even my mom and dad did not scold her for that and my name was stained till I sorted it out (just the thing I need after the numerous assaults throughout the Sec One year)
And a lot other things that definitely got me down like Nexus being assaulted by a black gas in one of the videos in the archives: Defeat

NEITHER HIGHLIGHT NOR DOWNFALL
PHS Funfair
IFD
Razzmatazz(it was not fantastic with loads of juniors not singing properly and not remembering the score for TO GOD BE THE GLORY)
SYF in the Heartlands (that mdm lee always read my name off the paper and pronounce it wrongly. her computer or whoever who typed that document doen't know what is "ignore all" and let my name Sing Hau become Sing HAN. K1 the computer teacher during ednoland period made my name to Sing HEN. Also SING HANG, SING HENG, SING HAO, SING HAU DAUTE (SING LAUDATE), SING HUA, SING HOOLOOLOO AND ALL OTHER TERRIBLE NAMES. I WAS EVEN MISTAKEN AS TERENCE CHIA BY THE PRINCIPAL AND CHRISTOPHER BY MDM LEE. HA HA HA VERY FUNNY YOU PEOPLE. MIGHT AS WELL NOT SAY MY NAME AT ALL AND FAIL ALL YOUR PHONICS.)
And probably most other events...

LOGOFF

15 July 06

2006-07-15T01:17:00.000-07:00

Quite a lot has been happening this week, and more is coming. We finally had a decent EL lesson with MS Rai and when she got sick yesterday Mr Fong let us do whatever we want. However, I couldn't have got through this week if I hadn't taken precautions against lethargicness, so when it became "xian", while the others were dropping off, heads on the desks, here I was with an aegis of coffee to resist the lethargicity-it was catching. How...never mind.
I do know that one of our number has been acting and being stranger than usual, but bear with it. He might be faking it, he might not be, but its up to your final judgement. utb I llsti otg isth ponremoniti tath sngomethi si gngoi ot henapp ot imh nda ti si otn angnythi oryrdina.
Another piece of news. The performing arts are going to redo razzmatazz in school next week friday for assembly ("HOLY COW") and the PHS Choir is also going to perform with all other choir peeps at the NDP in 9 August, wearing those reflective color vests and dancing in a stupid hat.
*shocked silence?*
Damn Damn Damn Damn Damn
Your friendly neighborhood ******-*** wears a black suit in summer 2007. There is trailer (not a teaser of just photos) in MSN movies http://movies.msn.com/movies/movie.aspx?m=560901
You think that you are looking at a black and white photo.

But think again.
Look closer.

10 July 06

2006-07-10T05:59:00.000-07:00

FINALLY. FOUND A NEW TEMPLATE THAT WAS CLOSEST TO MY STYLE. FINALLY (breathless).
Though I may change this skin in future.
Now I just need someone to help tell me how to get a column above my comm center for the profile, without deleting the archives or anything else. For now, I'll stay in this format.

SYF OPENING 2006

2006-07-01T07:16:00.001-07:00

HI-HOE-TO SCHOOL WE GO...XIANBLEAHX
First week back to school...very busy already. Even have a taipei choir exchange and a SYF at Junction 8 Reahearsal in logistics. Not to mention homework. I think I like this Home room system being launched in our school, at least can have less noise between classes but I don't know if it will prevent the boys from playing soccer...
FIRST SATURDAY OF TERM 3. THOSE INVOLVED IN TAIPEI EXCHANGE TO MEET AT ST GABRIEL'S SEC AT 0900HRS. DISMISS AT 1200HRS. GOTO JUNCTION 8 FOR LUNCH AND RESTOCKING OF FUEL. HEAD BACK TO PHS BY 1430HRS FOR BUS TRANSPORT.
Yeah...2 hours to get into the stadium, 2 hours sitting like a duck under the midday supernova watching the uniformed groups and bands and Minister Lee pass by. The guest bands from Thailand and Malaysia were so damn soft, makes them look like total novices to the other bands from Deyi, Tanjong dunnowhat and 3 other schools.
2 hours after the end to get onto bus. Nice half of the day gone like that, what a dick. At least I can get out for some air.
During the wait I got a slight stomachache, but it went off, but that wasn't the only problem as on exiting the stadium my right arm flared up again, I had to clutch it all the way to the bus. Went off at around the expressway. The damned burger was horrible, but at least I had Pepsi and Lemon Tea to wash it down. Come to think of it, I seem to be drinking Pepsi recently. My right arm occasionally gets painful like as if the bone had splintered and was jabbing into my flesh.
I know its boring, but my fingers perfectly refuse to type it in a nicer format. LOGOFF. Oh yeah, if you can recommend any new templates for me and my style, go ahead and show me, as til now I just can't find a suitable template. Probably something dark, or a picture that i can take from a webpage and fill in with links and separate areas. This dimension needs spiking.

June Holidays:Week 2 and 3

2006-06-14T22:18:00.000-07:00

As always, almost nobody does really enjoy the June Holidays. There's homework(tons of it, mind) and total boredom if you just don't want to do it. Tommorow I'll be going to Malaysia to visit my grandma in the kampong...from total boredom to crushing xianxiness...think I'll complete lit and sci homework there.
What have I been doing during this span of time? JUST...JUST...trying to find a one-way ticket out of this June. I'd rather be in school than get stuck with pointless work...whenever I want to write or draw, my mum comes in and tells me I should be revising math, science, chinese, and all that when she did say I can rest during holidays. Can't speak badly of my mom, sorry. Played a bit of C&C Tiberian Sun...watched a few Youtube videos...but there's nothing much to do...but I can't outlive this week if there's no computer with at least a game or internet. That's what I'm going to get once across Tuas. NO WAY...
Speaking of History...I tried a few sec 2 questions in my book and almost coul;d not answer the questions up to standard. I'm worried. Won't be online till at most next wenesday or thursday...meaning I'll miss one day of taipei-exchange for choir and the Choir camp...I PAID FOR IT DAMNIT
I would rather study in Britain or Canada than this city island...WHERE WOULD YOU WANT TO LIVE IN IF YOU DON'T FANCY SINGAPORE?

May20-25 2006

2006-05-25T05:20:00.000-07:00

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER...
OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD GOD OH...
RESULTS WERE OUT! Sad that I didn't perform as well as I thought...darn it. HCL is a sure flunk, math at least I can pass better this time (only to be dragged ruthlessly down by CA1) Lit was no cake, EL compo brought up my horribel comprehension with me and TBT getting highest compoes of 47/60 of all 2F band. Sci was a sucker 57.5 just because of Section C and chem questions. Art? I dunno, but I hope that there is still a tiny chance droplet that would bring me into Tri-Sci.
*YARRGH*
So what is there to do for free time? Banghla told me to bring Monopoly France 98 FIFA version, and for days non-stop we all went bankrupting each other for the last square-BRAZIL. Wanna play? Too late, its June and I am bringing my 7th Birthday present home. Also, don't curse anyone to get bankrupt in monopoly, as Black man was doing that all the way, and he got bankrupt REAL FAST. As loads of evidence in God's Word said, every curse that threatens you cannot harm you if you believe Jesus has broken the generation curse 2000 years ago. EVERY CURSE SHALL BE REPELLED BY GOD AND TURNED INTO A BLESSING IF YOU BELIEVE! I'm no pastor, but you can ask me questions on Christianity if I'm in the mood. It's not just myself. It's all from Pastor Joseph Prince of NEW CREATION CHURCH, AND THE CHURCH ROCKS.
RAZZMATAZZ rehearsals were cat sick. Almost all the boys did not memorise to god be the glory so end up as Dexter and the seniores and me singing only. The live band playing every move I make in you sucked. C.O did not follow conductor and to me they sounded less good than last year. Either conductor's prob or their prob. Some of the instruments sounded like mosquitoes ( very bad in other words). Seemed that only the dances and band fared off better. WHY CAN'T THE IDIOTS SHUT ALL THE HALL DOORS FOR US. Not a nice half of the year. Strangely, someone seems to keep on staring at me all recently. I don't know who, why and I don't care about that.

Ressurection?

2006-05-19T06:01:00.000-07:00

Defeat

2006-05-16T01:57:00.000-07:00

...

2006-05-08T07:16:00.000-07:00

Recently was exams, hell lot of algebra practice to do till I go crazy. Now left with art...=FREE! Took a few creature quizzes to find out myself...

A GREEN Dragon Lies Beneath!

My inner dragon is the embodiment of Nature and the Earth. I'm also the Earth Elemental dragon; the defender of all living things. You've heard of forest spirits? Well, I'm as big and tough as they get. Click the image to try the Inner Dragon Online Quiz for yourself.

OH YEAH RIGHT...

AND ANOTHER ONE...

2006-04-15T04:20:00.000-07:00

11 April 2006

2006-04-11T05:34:00.000-07:00

*SIGH*
Class noise sure does drain me. I dunno who was the one screaming about and the idiot rocking my chair and blah chatting with ahliux. Chinese test took enough out of me, and so I was looking bad during recess and the rest of the day. Enough torment seeing those distorted memories of the past.
Today, just rained during PE, and thus the morning was very cooling, so much like an airconditioner, and I couldn't help but almost fall asleep during boring math lesson...*yawn*.
Last night I finally found many of my old primary school classmates' blogs, and some were even linked to several PHSians I know in this prison chapel of a school. Strange, nobody responds to my tagging, and I donn't expect them too. The Bad News. When I came in, the tagboard on my blog was gone, music was gone, videos don't load. AWWSHITSHITSHIT. Dunno if my blog was hacked into by some son of a bitch. Still looking for a new template, and something like Zhi Heng's old blog, or just a pic with links and a screen on its right. If you people have suggestions to say, or have HTML codes for adding music to blogs, or just any comments, SPEAK. Chatter them out on the tagboard right at the bottom of the page or post comments. If you know of any MP3 websites, tell.
So foul and fair a day I have seen many.

being lame

2006-04-08T19:09:00.000-07:00

6 April 2006

2006-04-06T02:42:00.000-07:00

Today was quite some long day, longer than I expected. It was also supposed to be IT Day, but seems to have a lot of rescheduling till I only had mine LONG afterschool.
Morning was spent painting clay masks amid all those noisy blabber blabber puups and when it came to recess my temp. went right up, even if some idiots were buzzing around my food spitting ice. WHY CAN'T I HAVE SOME PEACE AT MEALS? Then came a lousy 'soccer game' and I was bored sick and dehydrated enough to rip somebody's testicles right out and throw them into the goalpost. Lalalala...then oh god...FINALLY. MACBETH. TIME TO GET OUT OF THIS STUPID UNIFORM. Today's rehearsal wasn't bad, though the fighting should be extended a little longer, and with more action than simply killing Liu Ran, Nicolas and who was that? Hack the care about him, and when blangha came, I wished I could just see a replay of STAR WARS EPISODE 3 duel between Mace Windu and the Emperor. I did laugh a jolly bit at the...you know if you've seen it. A lot of lightning storm above my home when I got back. And on with the IT Day...xianxxx
Wholly holy math files to do.

31 March 2006

2006-04-01T02:54:00.000-08:00

Ok...its been quite a while since I last posted anything, as there was nothing much to say and mostly are already posted before and no point posting those again.
Thursday came off a bit badly, and after the HCL Module we had to go attend a Literature rehearsal on the Sec 2 Level Macbeth production. The last thing I wanted to see was total disarray.
And oh my god.
The place was so...oh hell...hell...hell...
Just as I predicted. I said to myself, ''I am wasting time here.''
The script was changed, characters were deleted, students running everywhere, some playing soccer, some plainly screaming and walking away from their posts.
I was quite drained by the class noise in the morning already, and now all this shit.
I tried to get updated, but most people told me they dunno what the instructions were. Not until I got a teacher did I know most of the updates. And people were taking quite a long time to choose who plays who, and about a wholly hour later did they begin rehearsing, and boy, those chosen to play, especially the boys, were not even a raindrop serious. Some black hopping and shouting ''sueh ah...arhh?!!?'', some still looking out of the window and not even practising, and when I wanted a look at the script, which was quite more than enough to fill in a class, they told me that all those papers were only for the actors. This play is going to FLUNK.
Because of my recent weakening, I am now not in the best of health. On the way home after the literature rehearsal (which I could not do much), I came down with stomach flu, and had to force myself to walk home quickly. Friday morning, I had a feeling I was going to get sick, and I sure did. 6am-slight runny nose. 8am-itchy, thick throat. 11am-hacking, occasional cough. 2pm-come on...should I go to choir? 6pm-I sure am sick (raining over the northern sector of singapore). 8pm-WATCHOO!
3am Saturday-funny, those dreams seem endless, phasing in and out. My head hurts. 7am-Jesus, I feel too heavy, too numb, too headachy. Temperature test...shit. Rest of the day-unhhhhhh...arfhhh...*COUGH COUGH*...oh my gaw...*Atchoox*
Some weekend.

test2

2006-03-07T04:33:00.000-08:00

test field 4 video...

2006-03-06T05:18:00.000-08:00

1 March 2006

2006-03-01T00:30:00.000-08:00

Today.
Right.
There goes my headache AGAIN.
Today was also Scrabble Interclass Competiton.
And there I was in the library with my scrabble teammate.
2Faith, you know who he is.
And he kept on saying we'll win, he'll do his best.
CRAP.
Towards the end, I had one good word ready for disposal:SKIVE=double word and triple letter score.
Just what I needed to win and get rid of the lousy tie.
But what did my teammate do?
He agreed to ask me before adding a letter.
Now he did not.
I told him not to disturb my concentration by talking crap or making stupid sounds.
Now he did not.
There he was, talking to other people and not always helping.
I was almost ready to deploy the atomic bomb.
AND WHAT DID HE DO?
HE SAID:I HAVE TO SACRIFICE OUR 'E' LETTER!
HE DID NOT ASK MY PEMISSION, AND ADDED 2 COUNTERS, I & E TO A WORD 'WEEN'.
WEENIE!
WHAT A LOW SCORE !
AND THOSE OPPONENTS DON'T EVEN KNOW THAT WEENIE WAS A WORD.
THEY CHALLENGED US.
THE TEACHER CONSULTED A LOUSY, TOO SIMPLE DICTIONARY AND SAID NO SUCH WORD AS WEENIE!
SO
DAMN
BLOODY
IDIOTIC!!
WHY JIAN WEI
WHY!
WHY DID YOU TAKE OUR PRECIOUS "E" FOR A WORD FAR LESS IN VALUE?
THERE GOES 3 MARKS!
THE ENEMY WON THREE MARKS!
WHY, JIAN WEI, WHY?
NOW WE CAN'T EVEN FIGHT ANOTHER CLASS!
WHEN WE STILL HAD HOPE
YOU SAID "aiyah, you win already for sure." TO YOUR OPPONENT?
WHY GIVE UP SO EASILY?
WE COULD HAVE WON THE GAME!!!
BUT YOU MOVED WITHOUT MY CONSENT AND THERE WENT OUR CHANCE!
WHY?
WHY?
AND YOU GIVE UP SO EASILY!
YOU ALSO BROKE YOUR PROMISE TO ME!
I AM HAVING A HEADACHE SO SEVERE THAT YOU ONLY AGGRAVIATED IT!
GO ON, TALK SOME MORE!
I DON'T CARE ANYMORE, GO, TALK!
TALK LAH!
SOME MORE!
PLAY THE WORDS YOURSELF LAH!
YOU SAY YOU WERE SUPER-EXPERIENCED.
THAT WAS ALL SHIT!
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE?
I DON'T WANT TO PLAY SCRABBLE ANYMORE!
FIRST NUMBERS, NEXT INJURIES, NOW JUST WHAT I NEED!
FINE!
I'M SICK NOW!
THAT'S WHAT YOU ASKED FOR!
GO TAKE YOUR SCRABBLE OUT AND ANYHOW PLAY, TALK, LAUGH, GIVE UP IN TIMES OF HOPE, I DON'T CARE.
GO ON!
GO!!!
AND YOU KNOW WHAT TOO?
JIAN WEI NEVER EVEN APOLOGISED.

2006-02-25T06:14:00.000-08:00

23 February 2006: WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING TO ME?

2006-02-23T05:06:00.000-08:00

Today during chinese extra module "plays", we were going to do a play of a gangfight.
When i played policeman, i tried to it my friend fgently but...
...the baton cracked.
...my friend got a nasty bulb on his head.
What the hell is wrong with me?
MY STRENGTH WAS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE THIS!
I WAS A WIMP IN PRIMARY SCHOOL!
THIS YEAR I GENTLY HIT A FRIEND, BUT HIS SPECTACLES FELL OFF AND HE RECOILED!
MY 2.4KM RUN IMPROVED DRASTICALLY THOUGH I GREW IN SIZE AND WEIGHT!
MY TEMPER WAS MUCH WORSE THAN NORMAL!
I GET HEADACHES!
MORE POWERFUL AND DEADLY!
I GET FITS!
I GET NIGHTMARES OF NUMBERS SLICING ME APART AND SHADOWS SWIRLING ROUND ME!
WHEN I GET ANGRY, I FEEL AS IF THERE WAS AN ANIMAL TRYING TO RIP OUT OF ME!
I GO CRAZY!
AND NOW THIS!
I INJURED MY FRIEND!
TALK OF THE WEEK I THINK, WHEN WORD SPREADS AROUND!
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME THIS YEAR?
WHAT THE BLOODY HELL IS HAPPENING TO ME?
I'M SORRY, ALL THOSE WHO I HAVE UPSET!
BUT WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME?
SOMEBODY TELL ME PLEASE!
ITS OKAY IF YOU SAY I'M GOING NUTS,
JUST EXCUSES,
OR I AM A LIAR?!
JUST TELL ME PLEASE, IF YOU KNOW.
POST THEM IN YOUR COMMENTS!
BY JESUS' NAME AM I GOING CRAZY?
WHY IS MY BODY SO STRANGE?
GAWWWWWWWWWWDD!!!
OHMYGAWD!
AM I GOING CRAZY?

21 Feb 2006

2006-02-20T23:50:00.000-08:00

Today eng lesson was boring.
Science teacher did'nt come.
And when the relief teacher went a period early
Hell broke loose.
All the boys were playing soccer.
Some kid was screaming at everything that walked.
Some people were launching missiles of paper...stapler bullets...pens...
Only I sat there in the middle of the class.
Do you know how much noise you all made?
Do you know how a simple crash of plastic against metal can be lethal?
I got so FED UP BY THIS NOISE THAT I WAS SITTING THERE
ENDURING HEADACHES
LISTENING TO ALL THE BAD MEMORIES OF THE PAST RELIVED BY THOSE SOUNDS
TRYING TO CALM MYSELF DOWN TO NO AVAIL
TRYING TO SHUT MY EARS UP
TRYING TO COOL MY TEMPER BUT LAVA ROSE QUICKLY
TRYING TO RESTRAIN MYSELF FROM SHOUTING
BUT YOU ALL MADE ME CRAZY
DID I SURVIVE? yeah, I did
BUT YOUR EARTHQUAKES HAVE BEEN KILLING ME SICK
I REALLY WONDER WHY
YOU ALL LOVE TO SICK ME OUT
IS IT FUN?
IS IT NICE?
I AM FED UP WITH MY LIFE!
SOME BRAGGING IDIOT LORDING ALL OF US ROUND
SOME STUPID LIAR TRYING TO ATTRACT THE ATTENTION
MAKING OTHER FELLOWS DO ALL HIS SHIT
AND SHOUTING AND SCREAMING OH MY GOD I AM SO SICK
THOSE THROWING MISSILES I HAVE TO TELL YOU THIS
50% OF YOUR SHIT HAS BEEN LANDING ON ME WHEN YOU MISS
THOSE WHO KNOW I'M GOING CRAZY
YOU BETTER CALL WOODBRIDGE
THINGS HAVE BEEN MADE WORSE, I'M GONNA DIE, I'M GONNA DIE!
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE?

20 Feb 2006

2006-02-20T05:38:00.000-08:00

Math..math...math...DAMN.

Algebra can one day turn me crazy like in that film "WHAT A BEAUTIFUL MIND".

I get nightmares of numbers swirling round my head, slicing me into oblivion.

My notes are correct.

I thought I could remember those formulas.

BRING IT ON MATH TEST!

And what did I end up? The numbers killed me again.

When I tried factorisation, I thought I was doing the reverse-EXPANSION.

One day I will have to take 12 knives,

and (12-x)2 of arsenic,

ecm3*(9886.57a2b5x56),

then hell...i dunno why i really wanna kill myself with numbers.

@@@@RRRRgH!?

Just Lose It

2006-02-17T04:58:00.000-08:00

Just Built this up...nothing round the place...first time built a blog...****STATIX****